I'm tired of staying still
And making lists I dont finish.
I can't do anything,
But keep wasting all my time
And finding ways to stay useless;
Ways to make excuses
And I don't feel a thing
Like all I felt before
There's no beauty in the world
I don't wanna waste forever
But I just wanna wait forever
Sometimes I wish the sun would just explode
I don't wanna waste forever
But I just wanna stay forever
I don't do anything anymore
Minutes pass and hours blur
I stay tethered to a chair in a dark room
With the headphones filling up my brain
And the walls just like my heart; faded and plain
I stay up nights because sleep won't come
Stay guilty thinking about all I do wrong
Do I think too much? Or not enough?
Am I getting old? Or giving up?
I convince myself to wake up one more time
To spend another day alone stuck in my mind
And disappoint myself with how I live
But can't be bothered to do a thing about it
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